After twenty-five years in 12 step recovery, I've learned alot and my life is dramatically different. Not just in the passing of time but in the energetic vibration that I live. My addictive behaviors continue to be held in remission as I keep my spiritual life vibrantly nourished. My relationships with others, including my beloved husband, are mutually empowering and supportive. We stand for one another's dreams, deepest healthful desires and joyful living. Gratitude has become the norm in my life; not an illusive idea to strive for as was the case in early recovery. 


My experience has taught me that a regular prayer and meditation process and dynamic relationship with a Higher Power is the foundation of living an inspired life. Next, self care and self love come above all else. As I learn to care for myself spiritually, physically, emotionally, financially and relationally, I give abundantly from a place of fullness within to others. My addictive thinking and behaving no longer fill my day and "simply surviving" the drama; inside and outside, are a thing of the past. So, what's next?


Today I focus my energy, time, intentions and attention on honoring my deepest desires and living of life of service as I embody joy, inspiration and miraculous manifestations. My days include physical activities that keep me vibrantly alive and joyfully connected to nature, dance and a strong heart beat. At least five days a week I include prayer and meditation which may either be in the form of journaling, deep breathing or yogic asanas. In my business I have a coach who challenges me to grow and holds me accountability to sharing my gifts through my business to make a difference for others and receive the wealth and fulfillment that comes this authentic contribution. My relationships with family and friends continues to offer me opportunities for gratitude and a deep sense of connection replaces the just as deep sense of longing that I came into recovery with many years ago. 


This is the light at the end of the tunnel. As I continue to open myself to receive the gifts that come from consistent 12 step recovery work and family of origin grief transformation work, as well as keep my spiritual connection and 12 step tools well integrated into all areas of my life, I know Spiritual flow will continue. Joy, inspiration and miracles abound. 


Blessings to all, 


Sally